Saturday, February 9, 2008

How much more?

Ok well this is getting old and I am a very impatient person. I want this behind me, forgotten and dismissed.

Bad news on the report from the surgery, have to have more surgery. They saved the boobie for which I am eternally grateful, but now they want the rest of my lymp nodes. It appears to have spread a bit.

So much to think of, more surgery, chemo shortly thereafter and then radiation. I think by then I will be like an atomic bomb lol. So much for travelling out of the country!

I am increasingly tired. I don't care much for this stint in life. I try to keep up with the world, sometimes I surpassed it this is cramping my style. I guess I am angry!

Thought for the day : wondering if they will leagalize pot for me in the near future lol think I will take that to congress along with socialized health care!

Ahhh truly rantings of a mad woman!

3 comments:

AD said...

Hmmm how come u never said anything ?? but anyway ..will pray u get well soon. hugs !

Moonwillow said...

When you cry Ash, you cry alone, when you laugh everyone laughs with you! Thanks for your prayers oxox tell all my guys hi from me!

AD said...

well now i know and i wont let u cry alone. i am here for ya. and yes i will let guys know u said hi.

Hugs Ash